Sex

JJ and I have not had sex for a year. Even in the year before that, we only had sex 3 times. I tried to initiate it a few months ago and he ignored me. Which was humiliating. So I never tried again. The last couple times we had sex, it didn’t last...

I want to have sex. 

I dreamed about a colleague last night. He is married too, and I’m not really attracted to him. He would never do it. I would never do it. It would mess everything up. It would be terrible. But it was a vivid dream.