JJ: More peaceful times. Good times with friends yesterday. And I think I can let go, a little bit, of a fear I had...I was afraid he was attracted to one of his coworkers and that something would happen with her...he might feel some attraction to her but I don't think anything will happen with her. We had a brief conversation about it a couple of days ago, and I feel better because of it. But I've been feeling vulnerable and insecure because we haven't been able to have sex for 5 weeks now because of my c-section. I am missing him. It's about time we got back to it.
Merryn: Her speech therapist came today. She is making so much progress. So many words, and such a strong-willed and funny little personality. We went to the park today and she scooped up a shovel-full of sand, held it up and said "sand!" and then "accidentally" spilled it, over and over again. I played along with her, saying, "This time I'm sure you won't spill it--ohhh nooo!" "Okay, for sure this time--ohhh noo!", which made her giggle. She's a little comedian.
James: Our peanut. Nice quiet day, nursing for a long time, slept next to me on the couch for half an hour.
Amy: Tired, of course. Wishing for exercise and some stimulation, wish I could go to the city. But I think both of those will be hard for a long time.
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